[Sigh]
Unfortunately I've come to the conclusion that a lot of my female friends/"friends"/people I've helped who don't care about me, have almost nothing to offer unless it involves taking off their clothes. I'm sure I'm not the only that has come to this conclusion at some point. I have a friend who just a few weeks ago said he's having more fun looking for a special chick than he had being a ho, yet he's finding out that all some chicks have to offer is just sex. Most of my friends/"friends"/people I've helped who don't care about me, are cool people, I only know this because I carefully placed myself in the "Friend Zone" with all of them when they were just trying to be freaks, yes, I was in the "Friend Zone" intentionally because I believed there was more to these individuals than what other guys were using them for. To be honest, when I look back on most of those friendships/"friendships"/being cool with people I've helped who don't care about me, I probably should've just taken what I (and every other dude) could get and left it at that. Yeah, that sounds pretty messed up, and its very unlike me, but it has a Lebron James effect, when you look back at it, the Cavs should've just traded him and got something for him if they knew he would turn out that way. See what I'm getting at? Most of those friends/"friends/(you get the picture), turned out to be, flops. It hurts to see someone you didn't treat like everyone else did, you helped them, you were a real friend to, not live up to their full potential, or you know they can do better and be better but they just seem so...dense. I still love all my friends/"friends"/ "dem hoes" lol I'm just playing, they not hoes, but, I still love em'. For the most part a couple of them have grown up and are doing better, as for the rest, it seems like they think they've grown up yet they're still dense and don't really have anything going for themselves now that they arent taking off their clothes as quickly as they once were.
Where is this coming from?
I was randomly inspired to write this after I logged into my Yahoo Messenger and realized no one on my list was capable of holding a conversation, which is funny cause most of them were once capable of doing so, now they're just...dead. So...moral of this blog is, keep taking off your clothes until you get married, just because you THINK you have something else to offer guys doesn't mean its true, if you arent sure, just ask around, I'll be happy to tell you, "you're cool and all, I got love for you, but you was a lot cooler before you got high self esteem." lol....I'm just playing...(no I'm not). Seriously, a lot of the friends I'm referring to all had low self esteem, I suppose that's why I carefully placed myself in the "Friend Zone", I wanted to show them that not every dude is not what they think. Not to say I did it just for THAT purpose alone and thats not who I really am, I just mean, I'm well aware that I was in what most people consider the "Friend Zone". Look how wonderful that worked for me. In the end, I'M the one who looks like an idiot, for not being a typical guy. This blog obviously shows I'm hurt. That the females I put on a pedestal turned out to be nothing more than a door mat. Shame on me for not taking advantage.
-Peace and more Old Navy Fleece--
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